Shadows and Regrets

I've never missed anyone before.

This is kind of a really big deal for someone like me. I don't miss people.

I know that sound weird, but that's just how i am. I'm not nostalgic; I don't miss things; I adapt really easy and have no problem moving on. I don't get home sick and I don't really try to stay in touch with people once they're gone. This is the first time I've ever missed any one at all.

It's a terrifying thing. I feel so helpless. I don't know what to do. There's nothing I can do. I tried starting a conversation. I tried asking if he wants any other music. I tried just being a friend. He wants none of it.

I just want my best friend back. That's all I'm asking.