Oh my effing boys...

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Wow. Okay so I'm going to make a list of guys who are interested in me. Because it's too much to freaking believe.

Luke Ledonne-friend, likes me, but knows I don't want a boyfriend.

Tanner Blaire-friend, kiss when we see each other but he's like my best friend, neither want a bf/gf.

Jake Besse-knew from school, it was random, says he liked me in high school but was afraid to date a younger girl.

Chad Ackerman-friend, likes me, neither of us want a bf/gf, but we both like each other.

The Bellevue band boys-hahahahahaha!

Cody Goode-friend, likes me but he's not my type.

Joel Moenter-friend, we had a thing but it wasn't going to work, not my type.

Tim Hale-friend, likes me but he doesn't seem like the boyfriend type, would only be a friend.

Alan Baker-friend, likes me, still don't know him well enough but we're going on another date, knows I don't want a boyfriend.

Daniel Orbach-friend, kissed once, likes me but we couldn't go out because he's jewish and I'm not.

Junior-random, asked me to dance but I couldn't. I owe him one and think I'll try to find him at the Halloween party to dance. Seemed like a great guy.

Kid I can't remember-random, we danced, it was weird...

John Davies-knew from school, it was random, we talked and he asked me on a date. We'll see how it goes.

Kyle Strian-random for now, interested, just met him tonight so I don't know.

And then of course I have all the other guys I've met and I'm friends with:

Ryan Finke, Sam Naseem, Zach Keeney, Brian, Chris, Matt, David, Alex, Devon, and Timothy. So who knows what the future holds. Other than Timothy, because he's into guys.

Hm, I've made very few girl friends:

Brianna, Kat, Kate, Katherine, and Lauren.

Dang.

Sheee-yit. So many boys! And this is all since Brandon and I broke up. Guess I've still got it ;D

But none of these boys...call to me, if you will. Chad is the closest but it seems more like a crush than me falling for him.

Anyway, it's quite the confidence booster for sure. And reminds me that there are great guys out there. I may not have identified a new one yet, but I will. And I will live happily ever after :)

The end.

EDIT:

Nov.1

752pm

So I found out at the party last night that Brian likes me. He showed me in quite a few ways... And a pledge, Craig and I kissed. A lot. God. The way I acted last night, you'd think I'd been drinking! Hahaha

Chad was insanely jealous that I danced with Brian and Joel all night. Good thing he doesn't know about Craig. He'd probably kill him...

It was a fun night ;D

EDIT:

Dec.14

232am

Danny Boehmker and I went on a date. Randomly started talking to me. I don't know. Seems to be more into being physical. We haven't been at all. Literally. But he talks about getting a kiss and crap all the time. Kind of over it.

Tanner asked me out on an actual date, not just as friends like usual. Was pretty fun but also...painful...haha. He's rough.