The memory I want to forget

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I'm not going on about my day tonight.

But there are two things that throughout the day, I wanted to be sure to put on here. I'm not explaining them because I don't care anymore. But I made a point to remember them so I'm just putting them down.

1. I can honestly say you've been on my mind

Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember those simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
'Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember the simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

You remember the simple things
We talked 'til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye, saying goodbye
Ooh, goodbye

-applies more to yesterday or any other day. The first half anyway. Today, the Brandon card was played shitty.

2. I treat others and do unto others how I want to be treated. Unfortunately, when it matters most, I get crap in return.

Today has been such a fucking rollercoaster, I think I'm going to snap.

I have nothing worth saving to type about today.

Happy, sad, okay, hurt, okay, worried, pissed.

My day.

Fuck it.

Fuck life.

I'm done.